Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Perusal...

I'm sitting in front of my laptop now... wondering what went past me in the previous months... in SMU.

Guess I can probably live life to the max... I could have done a lot more... I could have...
At times I wonder how much I've lost to gain so little... it's ironic huh? Maybe that's life... we try so hard to get so much only to realise that the "much" is subjective and not really what we always thought it was.
Received notice about getting nominated for a Youth Envoy program... but I'll be away... in Europe during interviews... so I guess maybe it's fateful? Really hope to grab the opportunity and do some good to our world in the program! But sometimes, I guess, we can only have this much sparkles in our day!

Let me go back to my original thoughts and flows...

I have been thinking about myself.. and how I've lived my undergraduate days... I guess maybe it's been eventful but somethings are probably slightly left out. Maybe I can spend a bit more time with my family... and also a bit more time with friends... some time to get a proper girlfriend (ha... i am in no hurry! but it'll be great though. ^_^). The pursuit for execellence comes at a cost.

At times, I look around myself... I see people struggling to achieve perfection but harming people along the way. Did I do the same? I start to reflect myself... maybe I've been harsh on some people during projects... maybe I've neglected others in whiffs of busyness. But I guess I'm probably as human-oriented, or people oriented (if you want to call it that way) as I can. It might be my weakness. But it can be a strength!

I'll be leaving shortly after the musical... on 5/7.

In the midst of backpacking and the conference and the shuttling between cities... definitely, I'll think of the people I miss in Singapore... and possibly readjust views about how I should lead my sophomore year... better!


dk scribbled
12:25 AM
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