Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Flying... Hong Kong... =)

Dear all, I'm at the airport now... on the way here, I was thinking about the things that have happened around me recently... as the storm brewed on the outside of the airport, I felt rather insecure... but now I guess I'll have to use the week onboard and traveling to let go.
Things are wonderful, as long as they once have been great... it's like living... we all would have felt that life is wonderful if it were one where there's no pain or suffering, but we have to admit that the world is never one such perfect...
Together with my friends, I've traveled through a good part of my life, experiencing moments of happiness... sadness... companionship... blessfulness... everything... at least until I'm gone, I'll never know how some would have felt towards me... it's something we keep within ourselves - our views about our friends... our views about the people around... it's a bit of cliche to say that we are just being politically correct... but the truth is that we are just too selfish and escapist.
I've been escaping from truth... the fact that I can never be someone I dream of... but the pragmatic side of me have yet to truly grasp hold of the lofty ambitions in me... innate... struggling... maybe the poem i once wrote about incarceration should be one based on self instead of state... everyone is encapsulated.
From 25 may (today) till 1 jun (wed)... I hope to achieve self-realization!


dk scribbled
6:02 AM
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Stretched... But relaxation is ahead

I'm feeling stretched...
Had a bit of trashing down till 2am or later yesternight.
Tomorrow leaving. Hong Kong (25/06)... then vietnam... I'll be back (1/6). ^_^

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5:18 PM
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Shanghai.
~dk

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4:23 PM
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Light Above... Shine!
~dk

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3:59 PM
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Shanghai Nanjing Street.
~dk

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3:58 PM
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Aftermath

I'm in school... just had musical practice and discussion on Obligato... Enlightened.

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3:40 PM
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

I Love You!
~dk

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5:16 PM
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Washing under a waterfall... nah... just for fun!
~dk

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5:15 PM
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Eating Bing Tang Hu Lu
~dk

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5:15 PM
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In Suzhou... Zuo Zhen Yuan.
~dk

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5:14 PM
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Chilling out Esplanade... Really fun! =)
~dk

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5:13 PM
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Letting go... maybe

Life's been swell. It's like you go through roller coaster rides. Up and Down.
Puke? Maybe... if it stops for a while and so that I don't get puke all over myself. I am a wanderer... in the world... never been before to this world till I realised I am. It's ironic how people shuttle around the world... travelling... to understand cultures yet not comprehending his existence. We are travellers. Each in our own right. Travellers of the world... trying to understand ourselves better.
Time and again...
I've stopped to wonder my existence.

dk scribbled
9:15 AM
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Finished uploading photos

Feeling better today... thanks to a few friends who were really supportive... there.

dk scribbled
1:58 PM
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Monday, May 16, 2005

Not again... fiz...

It comes and go... like the wind...
Blowing across my heart ever so gently.
It comes and impresses... in my heart...
Somethings not carried away by the wind.
I am sitting in school now... suddenly quite upset... don't know why... empty.

dk scribbled
6:05 PM
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Interesting weeks... Beckoning.

Recap...

It's been an exhilirating week and interesting too.

Since Sunday, my outlook to life has become less disciplined. Haven't been really concentrating on the tasks ahead... bumming around often. Let's say, I've lost a key motivation in life.

That monday after returning from China. I was bumming around school. Had a meet-up with a prof and lunch... then UNSA meeting... thereafter chilled out with X. Thanks, to a wonderful friend who has been there for me for the past 4 to 5 months! Really! :)

Tuesday was spent practicing violin. Haven't practiced musical scores properly. Still trying to grasp the basic skills and feeling.

Wednesday had my first Obligato practice since holidays. It sounded hollow. But it was great to see the pals again... actually wednesday quite happening... I think I had a meeting in the afternoon, then met OSL to discuss some cca stuff before practice; I really hope there can be a proper ensemble set up. Although I don't really play well but I do love playing with my friends a lot... always! =)

Thursday was spent half-asleep I think... at home. Not too sure. Ha...

Friday was great! Woke up early and drove to school! =) Yes... haven't driven probably since February. Anyway it was fun drive. Ok... reformatted computer. Thereafter met a prof and discussed R21 stuff. Then I think I met Z for lunch. After lunch rushed to OSL again. Then met with Yv for esplanade. Ha... it was so fun chilling out too. Really enjoyed myself... really relaxing place on roof-top!

Saturday. Morning had meeting for some community service project. Most of the team is comprised of rotaracters. We are going to work with Eden Community Services... yup. I hope it's going to be smooth too. Anyway... rushed back from the meeting to school. Had a practice for musical. Didn't play well but it was better than the first practice. Thereafter, I think I was really bored... went to PS to chill... alone there at Mos. Got a guitarissimo steamboat dinner... laugh-a-lot.

Sunday (oh yesterday!) Went to school to meet XR for peaceboat discussion. It is just a week away... wow... exciting! Then met X in Red door before going for Obligato. I think the practice was really much better than the first one. After that had a chill out again at the Prata place... Evans... it was my first time there. Ordered ButterPrata and BananaPrata... BP BP! :) Ha... lamer eh. Anyway... went home with X.

Today. I'm in school now... yes! =) LOVE SMU Lah... ha.. ha! =) Just had meeting again with Prof. Lunch with Prof and X. Then I'm now waiting for another community service meeting at 7. Would go Orchard to the Singapore Visitor's Centre and Singapore River too. To get photos for PeaceBoat. Anyway... it's an exciting day I guess. Tomorrow I'm going to meet three friends... yeh... Jeff,Gan Ann and Paul! :) Another exciting Day beckons me. I'm really hoping I can enjoy myself in the days ahead. :)

dk scribbled
2:17 PM
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Ending

The waiting has probably ended... thank you friend.

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12:49 AM
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Sunday, May 08, 2005

Singapore

I'm back in Singapore. finally.
Reality Struck.
Feeling really empty yesterday and I think the practice was quite moody... I did not manage to feel my violin... it was quite empty there. Have to get my heart back into shape. Time to work on my skills. A busy and fruitful road ahead!

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12:06 PM
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