Monday, January 24, 2005

Disgusted by reality

Is there any one in this world who is successful but not pompous?!!

I felt like scolding some people in the face today. Money coughed out by some parents might seem really like nothing to them... but why can't they be more sensitive to the needs and concerns and problems faced by these families. Not everyone was born or live in such comfort of high-life and all. Yes. It seems totally condescending to me.

Having lived before life with simply egg and rice for meals... yes.

The disgruntlement I feel within me... each inch of the bow I play I ache... tired.
Tired of reality. Why do people tend to be so different when they become successful. Is it simply me? Or would i (if one day I strike achievements). Would I follow their route and have some people cursing and swearing at me. Would I be able to remain the one I always believe I am... today?

Power... an inclination or an obsession of abolute!

Today I learnt a concept... realistic. People group together not because of common interests but because of their exclusions... we feel excluded from a group that's why we seek refuge in anothe group... we don't want to feel excluded so we group up!

Wonderful... people, power!

What else. I'm buzzing with crappy thoughts within. I'm overflowing now.

Better rest... anyway today's patron's day and I had fun with the SSS, dare to dream, my BGS group, Obligato and in general... the school friends... left something with Z... wonder if she realised it... ha... Am I giving it up yet... Only heaven knows.


dk scribbled
11:28 PM
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